Stuck Between My Rock and A Hard Place

If I choose one
The other will fall
And they will be done
No one left to call
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It feels like I cant breathe. I just want to release the pressure. The weight, off my chest. But if I breath, someone else can’t. If I make a decision, someone hurts.
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My breathing
Nonexistant
I’m losing feeling
In an instant
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But if I just stay here, I can spare the others. But even that isn’t true. Doing nothing breaks down a rock. My rock.
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Breathe they tell me
No price to pay
There is always a fee
I’ll just have to pray
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Pray that maybe that “hard place” will move on it’s own. Without me having to push it away.
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I feel helpless
Squished beyond belief
Someone be selfless
That would be my relief
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In reality, how things are right now. Is probably the best option.
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Just keep holding it
Just a bit more
Until someone else can take a hit
Remember who you are doing this for
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Who I am doing it for? Why my rainbow after the rain. My heaven on Earth. My second sun.